Introducing: The Preface of a Worthy Fable

Hello Voidfriends and Voidfolk!

I am certain that this is the post that you’ve been waiting for. Or maybe it was just me. No idea.

So what is The Preface of a Worthy Fable? The Preface of a Worthy Fable, shortened as Preface, is book that I wrote while I was living in Scotland. I wrote it while completing my MLitt and I’ll be completely honest with you, I never anticipated that it would be the book that I would put out first.

For people who may have been following me for years, you will know that I have been querying on and off for years. What you may not know is that I have been writing novels since I was in the seventh grade. That story is one for another time. Today, we focus on Preface.

Preface started as a dream (a pretty standard for me as a writer ngl). I wrote the dream up and have been refining it ever since. It is not the first book that I’ve completed, nor will it be the last. It is, however, something that with every edit, felt the most like “this is what I want to make of my career.”

What does that mean? Essentially Preface is the closest to a manifesto that I’ll publish.

Is it perfect? No. No book is or will ever be perfect. It is, however, MINE. And it’s something that I’ll be able to be proud of, even if others hate it. But that’s art. Once you release it into the world, you have no control how it lands.


Let’s talk about Preface.

Full Title: The Preface of a Worthy Fable

Pen Name: Astrid Axton

Page Count: 698

Links: Amazon | Good Reads | Barnes & Nobles

Recommendation: Get the print, the ebook messes with the formatting.

Preface is a novel that I like to describe as arthouse fiction. I know that it is a film term, but like arthouse films, this novel is made for a very niche audience. I don’t anticipate it taking off in any way. I put everything in this novel to support the themes. I actually put standard fantasy rules aside in order to satisfy the structure and themes. I use poetry and words on the page similar to ergodic fiction. This is not done through the entire book so I don’t think it qualifies as epistolary fiction.

The book is divided into 27 “Dances” and 5 “Interludes” rather than Chapters. It is split into 5 parts. This form is the same as the dances in the novel.

In the world I’ve created there are Twenty-Seven Dances, which are danced as a religious act every year. These dances a performed to connect the Gods and mortals together, without them the mortals would have no magic and the Gods would die. The dances are split into five sections. When performed an emcee speaks in between the sections, to introduce the next section. Each “dance/chapter” in each of the parts are supposed to reflect the dance that it correlates with. Each part is intended to mirror the section it is named after.


Detailed Thoughts

There is a lot of info dumping (which is a serious no-no) in the first six chapters, as it reflects the section: KNOWLEDGE. Is this proper form? No? Did I do my best not to make this overwhelming? Yes. Does it also feel like a cop-out? Probably, if you’ve never read my writing before. It’s like saying “That’s a bad thing.” “Oh! No! No! That was my intention.”

So you can believe me or not, whether or not I achieved my goal is ultimately a decision of the readers.

I was very intentional in a lot of the choices I made. I’ve read this manuscript too many times to know if it will effectively land.

I hope it will.

I’m proud of it either way.

How is this a manifesto for me? Well, I’d love to explain, let’s get into it.

The Preface of a Worthy Fable is what happens when you tell an artist that it doesn’t matter anyway, create what you want to create. Every writer has their Preface. Everyone has that one book that they create because there’s nothing left to lose. Preface is a book looking at what it means to be an artist, and the anxiety that comes with that. It is the drive and the sorrow, the pain and the joy. Ultimately, it is the knowledge that art is not created in a vacuum: it is a cumulation of every life experience you’ve had and the people who have either supported you or haven’t.

Preface is 100% of me. Which sounds scary, especially with knowing there will be many people who will never love the book. However, I love it. And I love the effort i put into it, from the typesetting to the line editing. I love all the time I put into caring. I love every line and every character.

Preface is my love letter to all artists and creatives. It is my love letter to myself. It is for me, but it is also “for you.” For everyone who supported me, now, before, in the future. It is for everyone who has ever felt alone and for anyone who has ever had a dream. It is the representation of a million words and a lifetime of silence.

It is everything. And nothing. And runnons and fragments. And imperfection. And so much joy.

Because at the end of the day, being an artist is about joy. So many people say that art is about suffering, you as the artist. That we must suffer to create. And while we represent our suffering in art, and yet conflict is needed for a story to thrive, art creates connection. It can develop empathy in individuals and form bridges. And those bridges and that empathy and that connection leads to understanding and ultimately a shared experience.

Which to me leads to joy.

For there will always be one person in the world that is happy you are an artist: you. And that is what it means to be a worthy fable.

For, artists create, it’s what we do.


If you’ve gotten this far, I suppose you’d like to see the information that actually matters to readers: the stuff that may or may not make you want to read the book. So without further ado: The Preface of a Worthy Fable.




WHAT IS SILENCE?

For twelve years, Arna has done everything the Gods asked of him in hopes of saving the world after he nearly destroyed it. Despite his efforts, time is up and if he cannot complete the sacred dances by the summer solstice, the world will end. Determined to succeed even at the cost of his own life, Arna is willing to give anything, that is until the Gods tell him to return home.

Forced to face everyone he left behind, all Arna has ever known begins to splinter. Pressured on all sides, Arna struggles to reconnect with those he abandoned while being the savior the world needs. Who will he dance for? Mortals or the Gods? Life or death? A single choice stands between the end and the beginning.

How much will you give for your art?

2022 Reading Final Totals: Books

2022 Reading Final Totals: Books

January

The Murders in the Rue Morgue by Edgar Allan Poe

When Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi

The Franchise Affair by Josephine Tey

Cotton Comes to Harlem by Chester Himes

Roseanna by Sjรถwall and Wahlรถรถ

Donโ€™t Let Me Be Lonely by Claudia Rankine

bloodthirsty for marriage by Susannah Dickey

Total: 7


February

The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller

The Name of the Rose by Umberto Eco

One D.O.A. One on the Way by Mary Robison

The Long Firm by Jake Arnott

Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead by Olga Tokarczuk

The Long Drop by Denise Mina

Total: 6


March

Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte

Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn

If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio

Galatea by Madeline Miller

My Sister, The Serial Killer by Oyinkan Braithwaite

Total: 5


April

The Undying by Anne Boyer

This Brutal House by Niven Govinden

Elantris by Brandon Sanderson

Cygnet by Season Butler

The City of Brass by S.A. Chakraborty

Glasgow Edited by Ruthie Kennedy, Colin Herd, & Tommy Pearson

Total: 6


May

The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson

Total: 1


June

None

Total: 0


July

None

Total: 0


August

None

Total: 0


September

None

Total: 0


October

Her Royal Highness by Rachel Hawkins

Tadhya Exordium by Quinn Howard

The Swarm by Frank Schatzing

Half a Soul by Olivia Atwater

The Girl Who Fell Beneath the Sea by Axie Oh

The House of Always by Jenn Lyons

One Dark Window by Rachel Gillig

The Righteous by Renee Ahdieh

Vespertine by Margaret Rogerson

House of Sky and Breath by Sarah J. Maas

Total: 10


November

Babel, Or the Necessity of Violence: An Arcane History of the Oxford Translators’ Revolution by R.F. Kuang

Book fo Night by Holly Black

Total: 2


December

None

Total: 0


Grand Total: 37


WOW. I read about half the number of books that I read last year. Which is lowkey criminal for me. I am going to try to change that for 2023, but who knows what the future holds for me. All the same. I will probably be backdating and catching up with posts for August-December of last year, within the upcoming couple of weeks so don’t be surprised.

Also, I did a worse job at keeping track of my manga/webnovels lists than I did last year. As such, I think I’m not going to post about them. Instead I’ll just try to do better in 2023.

MM


Top Ten Quotes of 2021

Top Ten Quotes of 2021

Alright! This is the moment you’ve been waiting for! My top 10 quotes from 2021! I did not read enough books, or collect enough quotes, this year to warrant a top 5 quotes. All the same I love these. Surprisingly there were at least 20 quotes that fought for these spots. I probably could have been more ruthless, but I decided to be kinder to myself this year.

Without further ado.

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2020 Reading Challenges Final Totals: You Read How Many Books

2020 Reading Challenges Final Totals: You Read How Many Books

January

Glass Kingdom by M. Lynn

Glass Princess by M. Lynn

How the King of Elfhame Learned to Hate Stories by Holly Black

Vicious by V.E. Schwab

Total: 4


February

The Forever War by Joe Haldeman

A Deadly Education by Naomi Novik

Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas

Total: 3


March

Like Water for Chocolate by Laura Esquivel

The Rage of Dragons by Evan Winter

The Fires of Vengeance by Evan Winter

The Ruin of Kings by Jenn Lyons

The Name of All Things by Jenn Lyons

Kingdom of the Wicked by Kerri Maniscalco

Total: 6


April

The Plague by Albert Camus

Among the Beasts & Briars by Ashley Poston

Breach of Peace by Daniel B. Greene

Total: 3


May

The Memory of Souls by Jenn Lyonns

These Witches Donโ€™t Burn by Isabel Sterling

Blessed Monsters by Emily A. Duncan

Cursed Beauty by M. Lynn

Noble Thief by m. Lynn

The Life Below by Alexandra Monir

Song of Sorrow by Melinda Salisbury

Wayfarer by Alexandra Bracken

Girl, Serpent, Thorn by Melissa Bashardoust

The Bright & The Pale by Jessica Rubinkowski

Magicโ€™s Pawn by Mercedes Lackey

The Rage of Dragons by Evan Winter

Total: 12


June

Magicโ€™s Promise by Mercedes Lackey

Magicโ€™s Price by Mercedes Lackey

The Snow Queen by Joan D. Vinge

These Violent Delights by Chloe Gong

The House in the Cerulean Sea by TJ Klune

Total: 5


July

Stain by A.G. Howard

Fable by Adrienne Young

Sweet & Bitter Magic by Adrienne Tooley

Les Misรฉrables by Victor Hugo

The Secret History by Donna Tartt

The Love Interest by Cale Dietrich

Total: 6


August

The Lies of Locke Lamora by Scott Lynch

The Gilded Ones by Namina Forna

The Way of Kings by Brandon Sanderson

Words of Radiance by Brandon Sanderson

Oathbringer by Brandon Sanderson

Master of One by Jaida Jones & Dani Bennett

The Scourge by Jennifer A. Nielsen

Total: 7


September

Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao

Aftershocks by Nadia Owusu

The Art of War (B & N Edition)

Tennis Lessons by Susannah Dickey

Total: 4


October

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid (Annotated it)

Lore & Lust  by Karla Nikole

Lore & Lust: The Vanishing  by Karla Nikole

Lore & Lust: The Awakening by Karla Nikole

Sho by Douglas Kearney

Sterling Karat Gold by Isabel Waidner

Total: 6


November

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid (Annotated it)

Ghost King by Valentyne

Phantasmal by Valentyne

Girls are Coming Out of the Woods by Tishani Doshi

Man Hating Psycho by Iphgenia Baal

Total: 5


December

Fateful by Claudia Gray

A Constellation of Roses by Miranda Asebedo

A Lesson in Vengeance by Victoria Lee

Rhythm of War by Brandon Sanderson

The Ones We’re Meant to Find by Joan He

Assassin’s Apprentice by Robin Hobb

The Bands of Mourning by Brandon Sanderson

Total: 7


Grand Total: 68

Comp Goal: 156 (YA)

Big Goal: 180

Completed Comp Goal: Y/N


And so here ends this challenge. We have more posts to come. See you soon.

MM


Hidden Identities: Fairyloot Box

Woah? Are we really jumping back to April? Yes.

April 2021 Fairyloot Box: Hidden Identities

I know what you’re thinking. MM thanks for finally posting this. lol I KNOW it’s taken me months to get this to you. Am I sorry? Not remotely. Because I took this much time I have more boxes that can get to you quickly. I have Owlcrate June and Fairyloot May. We have enough to get into July! This means consistent posts from me. Can you really ask for anymore from me? Sure you can, but will it happen?

Probs not.

Anyway! Onwards!

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Ruthless Rivals: Owl Crate

Okay! It’s been a long time coming but here is the Owl Crate from April. It’s been a full month, I know. Whoops. I was supposed to get this out the first week of May and if this isn’t indicative of my mindset rn. Whatever tho, here you go. Instead of giving you all these boxes at once tho, they’re going to come weekly until I catch up.

April 2021 Owl Crate: Ruthless Rivals

This box was very red and came just in time for when I hosted hotpot. I got a pair of chopsticks in here that I’ve already used, that’s what I feel about this box already. It is very good.

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