Updated Blog

Updated Blog

By this time many of you, or I hope many of you, will have noticed the new blog design. If not, then surprise! There’s a new design.

I stated a while back that I originally made this website for myself, and now as I transition it, I’m going to be deciding on the following:

  • Keeping the book cover as the featured image. The image will still be in the post itself, but will I keep it as featured? I’m not sure.
    • If I don’t keep it, what will I replace it with?
      • Rating images (like a big 5/5 or 4/5 or something?)
      • Another “what did you read” but for Reviews?
    • I don’t like how pig the book covers are, and I’m not trying to take particularly artsy photos of them. I feel with them as large as they are, I should.
  • Colors. I’m still playing around with them. I love dark colored sites instead of a white. However readability is important and while I’d love a dark grey, its not feasible.
  • Site header. Before it was the image of “words come alive the moment you let them exist.” It didn’t look good before, but I have an idea of what I might do.

Also, until further notice, two book reviews a week until I get back to reading more new books and have a queue. I’m currently on a reread binge and don’t want to review books I’m rereading.

Leave a comment if you have any opinions, suggestions, anything. Otherwise…

Happy Wednesday!

MM

Graduate School Update

Graduate School Update

I think I have previously mentioned that I was applying to graduate schools. Well, all those applications are in, finalized, and waiting for review. This is one of the reasons that I was really bad at getting my posts out these last two months. I had a goal, got to the goal and then saw that I missed details, and then had to rush around getting my recommendation letters in. 

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Happy Wednesday

Happy Wednesday

Happy Wednesday all! I know I haven’t had many blog posts recently, mostly because I don’t know what to write with them. ^~^

Recently, I decided that I am going to be revamping the style of my website. When I created this baby three months ago, I did so for me. It was more of an archive for myself, so that I could review. This is not to say that in recent months I have gotten a ton of likes or follows. This is more of a: I just want to do it to make it nicer. I essentially just picked an easy theme. I’ll be adapting it within the week or month.

I also realize I’ve missed a few weeks for reviews. They are in my queue, I just forgot to post them so there will be a dump this upcoming Monday.  This upcoming Friday I will be posting a special review of a webnovel. I wasn’t planning on reviewing a webnovel, but I finished this one through to completion in two days and I figured I should. It’s not going with my typical Monday posts because this is a treat for you. It would actually be out today  if it weren’t for the fact that I want a bit of time between writing the initial review and editing it (especially in this case where it had me so emotional).

Thank you all for sticking with me, and following (for those 20 some of you who have followed). You are amazing. Truly.

MM

Update

Update

 

Sorry that I’m behind on my reviews. I’ve been helping my brother with grad school apps and starting my second job, so reading was simply pushed to the side for me last month. I swear I will start reviews up again next week!

 

MM

Why I Buy Books

Why I Buy Books

To buy or not to buy that is the question.

Which is also to say: always buy.

I get asked a lot, why I buy books. Physical books. Hard covers, paper backs, physical copies. Why? Why don’t I simply rent from the library? Why don’t I buy ebooks? Why must I own a physical copy?

To be honest, this was absolutely wild to me for the longest time. Why wouldn’t you buy books? Then I discovered that many people buy books as a status symbol over actually to own the text. They don’t read the books. They have books for aesthetic. They use the books, and their personal library as if to say — see how rich I am?

That is not why I buy books.

To me, buying books is the way to read books. Because I reread books. Crazy, I know. I actually reread books. I reread ones I liked and sometimes those I didn’t like. Sometimes I fall in love with things I once hated, or hate things I once loved. Tastes change. People grow. I reread when I don’t remember a story anymore and want to remember and enjoy it again. I reread because I love the story and I want to add fire to that passion. I reread books because they deserve to be reread. (General statement, this is determined on a book to book basis, tbh)

I love books regardless.

My mother always bought books. She bought books because she reread books. And then she’d give me reading suggestions. So, while others were reading Harry Potter, I was reading Stephen King’s The Shinning and Agatha Christie’s mysteries. I didn’t read Harry Potter until right before Book 7 came out (i.e. 2007). I really didn’t read traditional Young Adult novels, because we didn’t have them at the house. What I read in school for elementary school we ended up buying for the home. I read books we owned, and could reread them when I wanted.

I bought books. To own the books. To reread the books. To cherish the books. To love the stories and the characters. To own the book.

I do buy ebooks, my mom does now too, but I do not prefer them. The first instance that I see that there is a physical edition, you can be sure I  have it bought and it is being sent to me. In truth it has a lot less to do with supporting the author — or I wouldn’t buy as many used books as I do– and more to do with cherishing the story.

I do not get rid of books I dislike, for someone else may like them. Someone else (i.e. friend) who may want to borrow them, but can’t go to a library. I read all book series to completion or so I try at least, for I can’t leave a story unfinished. I then use that knowledge to give recommendations on what I feel like others would like next.

Essentially, I love books.

There is no, I love it, but I love it from afar. This is a: if I love it, I want it. I do not own books as a status symbol. This is not a personal statement on my wealth but perhaps one on my addiction. I am addicted to reading, and addicted to buying more books. In truth I probably have no business, financially, buying as many books as I do. I still do it. This is not a status symbol. It’s an addiction. Some people collect stamps. I collect books.

Why don’t I rent from a library? Because I want it. I want to own it. I need it.

Why don’t I read ebooks (often)? Because I want the physical book in my hands. I want to own it. I need it.

How many books do you own? Almost 700. On my own. My mom owns more than me, but I’m catching her.

Do you have a library? Since I am currently still living with my parents, yes. When I move out, it’ll only be when I have a house that I’ll transfer my books to me. Until then my books remain where I know they have the space, and a home.

I love my books. I love these stories. I always will, and I’ll always buy.

September Reading List

September Reading List


Books Read

War Storm – Victoria Aveyard

Ash Princess – Laura Sebastian

Strom Dragon – James Wyatt

Dragon Forge – James Wyatt

Dragon War – James Wyatt

MEM – Bethan C. Morrow

Mirage – Somaiya Daud

Falling – Tara Benham

Impact – Tara Benham

Rising – Tara Benham


Poem Collections Read

to make monsters out of girls – amanda lovelace

the sun and her flowers – rupi kaur

April Reading List

April Reading List

 

Books Read

Incaceron – Catherine Fisher

Sapphique – Catherine Fisher

The Way of Shadows – Brent Weeks

Shadow’s Edge – Brent Weeks

Beyond the Shadows – Brent Weeks

Perfect Shadow – Brent Weeks

Emily Windsnap and the Falls of Forgotten Island – Liz Kessler

Ready Player One – Ernest Cline

Collaborative Storytelling

Collaborative Storytelling

Collaborative Storytelling or in another name Role Play (hereon written as RP). What is it?

When most people hear RP, their initial thought goes to D&D. Role a dice, you have your character, there is a plot, a story, and levels to attain. You act as your character, speaking (or writing) the lines they would speak. Saying (or writing) what they do and how they act.

This is not the only form of RP to me.

The form that I tend to cling to, is online forum based RP. This RP to me is story telling in the form of worlds created in forums or threads. You write with others, and develop your character by yourself, and plot with others. There does not have to be the rolling of a dice.  In fact, often there is little communication on plot in general, other than the general plot.

I started with this form of RP back when I had no business being on the internet and talking to strangers online. I started on a website called Crunchyroll. Now little do most people know, but Crunchyroll forums used to be filled with this. Groups for AVIs and GIFs, to talk about shows, and to do role playing. Not of characters from shows, but your own characters, in made up worlds. Most forums died very quickly, and I found myself on Mangafox Forums. It was here that my growth as a writer and storyteller blossomed.

On Mangafox  (hereon: MF) there were groups, and a group was dedicated to a plot. In the group there were threads, for locations, and character creation. I met many people on this site many of whom I am still friends with, and was involved in many stories. I learned fast how to change my dismal spelling and sentence structure. I grew.

The method of RP is this. One person writes a post with their character, and if you are involved in the scene, you reply. If not, you can continue on in another scene, on your own, in a different thread, you name it. At first I was a person who posted of what we call “one-liners.” Simple responses grew from that, due to stipulations of “5 sentences minimum per post” in some groups I joined. From there became paragraphs. From there became what is how I RP today. That has reflected in on my writing as well, although the method style varies greatly.

As MF forums died, and before it even, I became a part of OnexOne RPs. These are RPs where you play with only one other. They are less chaotic than group RPs. You also have control over almost everything. You get to world build, character build, bounce ideas off with your (typically singular) partner, and create. The only thing you don’t know, is how your partner will post, and what new plot points will jump up.

When MF died, I joined Role Play Nation (hereon: RPN). Currently I am a part of two OnexOnexOne RPs on RPN, with one of my MF friends. I also am working on an additional OnexOne with said friend that we will be posting elsewhere.

This is Collaborative Storytelling. Because for all intents and purposes, it is not really how others define RP. The way I “RP” is by building a world, characters, and a plot. We have plot points and a general guide of where we want to go with the story. We talk about details, and confirm on information before posts. Posts are always still a treat, because the true content is never known but there is a solid direction. There is a generalized end goal even if we don’t know how it will end for certain. We run ideas by each other, and talk for hours on plot points that may or may never happen. We are working to build a story together.

I have found many OnexOnes can be like this, in truth.

To say we are Role Players is to say writers are as well. We may be taking on a character, but we are still building the world. We still have “NPCs.” This is not “simplistic writing” and this is not D&D. We are writing stories. We are collaborating on stories. There may be different voices to the project, unlike books written by two or more authors, but it is one story. Novel writers take on the mask and history of their characters as well. They take the world of their story and their characters, but they have sole control. We do not.

Things that RP has taught me:

  • Spelling and spelling checks
  • Better base grammar (not always perfect but better)
  • Sentence structure
  • How to take criticism
  • How to take edits
  • How to take hate of my character
  • How to better build characters and worlds
  • How to communicate plot through writing
  • How to communicate history through writing
  • Continuity, historically and plot wise
  • Dialogue
  • Confidence in my writing

So yes I RP, but I like to think of it as Collaborative Storytelling. To me it is not much different than writing a book. I may not be published as a writer, but I have writing to show for myself.

But if Collaborative Storyteller is too pretentious for you, then call me an RPer. I’m cool with that, because it’s the truth as well. I just like to make the distinction.